This is a nightmare~

I don't think this is real. Its just a feeling that fills my lonely heart~ Everytime I saw her, I swear I could have felt differently. Weird eh~ What I feared most is that I have fallen for her. As we all know, the last thing I could have is having someone. Arrggh~ This feeling sux. I don't want another painful time having to go through my life while keep on holding that feelings that dwells in my heart. Having to not tell what is in your heart, the feeling that rages everytime both went pass each other. Damn.. This is so my fault~ I shouldn't have even been so "open" Haiy~ Nevermind, I think having to go through the same life I have once won't be so hard~ Just another few month of pain, then when I forget about it I'll be alright~ Thats cool, I can do it.

*Loving someone is never wrong but in my world now~ It is so back off. You don wanna get caught in my life*