What they don't know is that the third person hurts too~

If one day someone asked me about what I regret the most, I will answer.. The Dance which I named it.. " My last dance " I will not accept any more invitation to any dance anymore~ Why..? I refuse to be "the star" Bf, I make a fool out of myself, I kiss someone on the cheek, I hurt someone the most~ And I betrayed my best friend~
What I don't get it is why I say yes in the beginning~ She have a bright future infront of her, but why~ I have to spoil it by saying yes~ I learnt ballroom dance~ but~ I will not dance anymore~ This will be my last dance~ I will only dance after I found whom that I belong to~
It hurts~ As much as what that have happen~ I might be the outsider~ but i shared the pain~ I always thought I'm the one helping them~ but the truth is~ I'm a parasite to them~
Somehow, I can feel they is someone purposely finding ways to seek out all our stuff~ And making up stories with "him." I believe she know it too~ That this person have a motif.. A motif that non can denied~